I feel... disgusting. I'm all sweaty and ugh. -_-; It's like 100 degrees out here in North Jersey and sunny. I'm melting in my chair. -_-; I got out at school at like 12:45 and I just got home now - I was out hanging with my bro (non-related) Sammy and his niece Jesse. Sammy's girl, Mayra, couldn't come with us because she was out helping her aunt and uncle. T_T I'll be hanging with them for the rest of the week though - except for Friday (IHOP with my other friends). XDD I don't know if anyone else has noticed but, I think the lead singer for All That Remains looks like Elijah Wood (w/o the bushy hair). Hm... He ain't too bad looking. XD

Your name: Cindy  
Your age: 14
Fandoms: Naruto, Bleach, Love Celeb, Kaikan Phrase, Sailor Moon, Dragonball/Z/GT, Hajime no Ippo, Full Metal Alchemist, Buffy: tVS, Final Fantasy, Kingdom Hearts, Tekken
Favorite characters: Tenten, Orihime, Usagi, Gohan, Trunks, Goten, Winry, Gin, Kirara, Hanamaki, Aine, Sakuya, Tifa, Cloud, Rikku, Penelo, Balthier, Fran, Squall
Favorite ships: Tenten/Neji, Hime/Ichigo, Gin/Kirara, Aine/Sakuya, Tifa/Cloud, Rikku/Gippal, Balthier/Fran
Favorite celebrities: Jennifer Aniston, Brad Pitt, Keira Knightley, Orlando Bloom, Gackt, Utada Hikaru, Jet Li, Bruce Lee, Jackie Chan
Favorite movies: Hostage, Fearless, Fist of Legend, V for Vendetta, To Kill a Mockingbird, City Hunter, Ace Ventura, Transformers
Favorite books: Harry Potter: Deathly Hallows, The Giver, The Outsiders, Chinese Cinderella, Romeo and Juliet, Twelfth Night, Twilight
Journal status (public, friends only, semi-public, etc.): Friends Only
Anything else?: I love cars (although I still have to expand my knowledge), manga, anime, hanging out, friends, games, guys... (>_>) and reading! ^_^V

So tell me about you! You know you wanna tell me! ^_~V

Okay, so! I plan on getting accepted (not necessarily attend, for reasons I'll explain later) to MIT (Massachusetts Institute of Technology), Stevens is my back up. =]

Soo, as someone's working out and whatever or losing weight, their weight fluctuates right??????? o_o My weight went from 115, to 116.5, to 118, and now to 119.5... T_T Is that supposed to happen? Um... Workout schedule is at least 6 times a week. 10 basic kicks per leg, 130 sit ups, 20 triangular push up thingies (thanks to grumple_soup), 20 tricep exercises on a bench thingy, and 20 bicep curls per arm. Sooo... Is the reason for my sudden gainage in weight because my fat is going towards muscle? But the thing is I just took a body fat percentage test (see here) and they said my body's made up of 21% of fat while the last time it was the same.... I think. -_-; I can't see any differences in my body shape though. So... I'm just confused. -_-; 

So, for some odd reason, I've been eating more often... I don't know if the quantities are larger, but I've just been eating more. =\ My weight, at least, is stable - fluctuating between 115 and 118. I've been performing isometrics, simple kicks, and a some weightlifting to go with my crunches. The sit ups don't seem to be helping much though, or maybe it's because I'm eating more than I burn off. -_-; Yeah, that's probably the reason why. So! My solution? To keep a food diary!! =]] I'm trying to work on toning up, but it seems to be a lost case. Doesn't mean I've stopped trying though. ^_^ Does anyone happen to know how to tone up your triceps (bottom of upper arms)? I already know the whole bicep thingy, so I'm good with that, but I just hate the flab I feel when I wave vigorously or something of the like, tu sabes? XD Yes, yes, I'm getting in touch with my Latina side. =]

In other news, I'm excited for the school year to end!! It's not that I hate my freshman year, but I'm just happy to get out. Ya know? I need to get working on my tan - I'm not a big fan of my legs considering how they're sorta bow-legged. T_T Blame my grandfather... Anyways! May's approaching and I'm heading to the Poconos with my BFF Mayra. ^_^V Can't wait!! We both can't swim, so I'm happy... Or... Sorta sad, since if she did know how to she could teach me, ya know? But yeah, anyways!! I think I'll work out right about now and search on how to work on my triceps. =] Laters!! Thanks for listening to me ramble. ^_^;

<33 heavengly

Ugh... Does anyone know how to take disses? I need a lesson in comebacks... Seriously. This girl at my lunch table, who I absolutely dislike (no not hate), was kicked out of hers so came back to her old one --> mine. I can't really call it mine, but what else can I call it? -_-; Anyways... She called me an egghead... she made fun of my Asian eyes (but that's not too bad because I get that all the time and I just shrug it off since most don't mean it), and I just can't stand her. She was talking shit at her old table, thus leading her to be kicked out. =[ Why me? I know I have bigger things to worry about, such as my topic on my research paper... @_@ Life sucks... It doesn't help I have a pinch of narcism... Shoot me. So! I taped my Bruce Lee poster over my full-length mirror in my room! ^_^ I'm proud... Yes, yes, I'm a loser. XP Grr... I've been ignoring Aeropostale - despite their awesome sales because my whole wardrobe is practically from there, excluding shoes. -_-; So! Macy's! Here I come! ^_^V Mandee's has good clothes... So does Hollister... (don't exactly like their prices so much)... and... I don't know where else... Speaking of which... I need to work on my stupid little English essay that's just glaring at me. Any one have any good Greek Mythology books that I can reference to that has lots of women discrimination/sexism?

Stole this from: nebulasan. ^_^ It was fun filling out, there were a few I wanted to add in, but I decided against it. =p Gahh! I'm heading to the Poconos in May with one of my bffs! ^_^V I can't wait. XD I'll be sure to take plenty of pics. =]

Okay, so I got this from hydr0phobia  and it was uber-awesome. =]] I wanted to share this with all of you. Try not to look at the LJ cut before you answer the questions, it ruins the fun in all of it. Make sure you write/type your answers somewhere for reference. Be honest and open up your imagination.

1. You are beginning a journey. Picture what you are wearing--what are you wearing?
2. Now picture your path. What does it look like?
3. You are on the path now when you run into an animal! What animal is it, and how do you interact with it?
4. You are walking along the path when you find a key. What does it look like and what do you do with it?
5. You continue along the path and find a cup. It can have anything in it, or nothing. What do you do with it?
6. You encounter a body of water that you need to cross. What kind of body of water is it and what do you do?
7. You crossed the water. You continue on your way when suddenly! There is a wall! In your way! (It is any kind of wall you want it to be.) What do you do?
8. It's the end of your journey. Where have you ended up?

Repost! I dare you!

So my mother sent me an article today on heart attacks, and I learned that it's best to drink hot/luke warm liquids rather than cold. The cold liquid after a meal solidifies the grease of the food you just ate, and clogs something... *end of smart sentence* XD So it's better to drink hot water or tea or whatever. =]]] I also managed to snag my crush's cell number. *squeals*

EDIT: Happy V-day!!! And to everyone that's single like me, yay to us losers!!! XD

Zomg, I want to watch the movie Atonement soooo badly after watching like three trailers. 8D It's sooo awesome and I have a feeling that I'll be hating Briony (the younger sister of the girl played by Keira Knightley). *cries* It looks so sadd!! And I'm sorry, but I read the whole story on wiki. I was just sooo curious what they were talking about!! Well, the trailer is ---> here. It's so awesome!!! O_O 

Yay to a new year!! Drinks all around. XD Anyways, a little something I stole form nebulasan. =]]

Hm... My Christmas was alright, I got 40 bucks from one side of my family and the other side will be this Saturday. =]] My mom's been taking away food from me... -_-; She claims I'm fat, and I swear I'm not but she compares me to my anorexic-looking 6-yr-older sister. -_- Goshers. She embarrassed me in front of my whole family on her side. Geez. So how was yours? Leave me a bunch of cmnts telling me how exciting/not-exciting your x-mas was!! =]

You know you wanna tell *moi*
because I'm just sooo not-interested interested. XDD
Tellllll!!

Yay! X-mas is tomorrow!! 8D Can't wait! So I'm replaying KHII and getting my ass kicked while trying to hurry up to the Sephiroth fight and hoping to spot some Cloud/Tifa moments (sorry to all Cloud/Aeris fans). =]] But other than that, I'm going to my aunt's house tomorrow. =]] Yay for apple cider! (or boo to apple cider haters) Goddammit! I got bagel stuck in my tooth. T_T How annoying. Anyways! I'll be wishing for a PS3 or ipod! So... Wish me luck while I go wishing? XD

Merry Christmas!!

So I was in NY today to see the Metropolitan Art Museum. =] It was reallllyy pretty in there and everything. But we only went in to see the Greek and Roman galleries - didn't have enough time for the other galleries/rooms. =\ But I did a lot of bonding with my former crush. It was weird. Because now I'm getting mixed feelings. -_-; Dammit. I thought I passed this. T_T This kid from my class wouldn't stop flirting with me and my classmates were wondering why the penises on the statues/paintings/works of art were so small while the "men" of our class were claiming their's was bigger. Two even offered to show me. -_-; Anywhoo! I had a blast but the ride to and from the museum was booooring as hell! We saw the X-mas tree at Rockafellar too. =] It wasn't finished, but it looks like it'll be very pretty. But yeah. That's it. =] 

So I've been hooked back on Buffy the Vampire Slayer. XDD Took out the seasons 1 and 2 DVD's my sister has. ^^V But I'm disappointed we only have seasons 1 and 2. T_T And I've gotten into a Buffy/Angel thingy. Call me hopeless romantic... Because it's true. XDD Gah, I forgot how much I loved BtVS. ^_^

Yeah, this is pretty old since I've had it for like 3 weeks already. But I've been so lazy. ^^; Anyways! Here it is!


Oh yeah, don't mind the pimples, this picture was since like I first got it and my pimples have pretty much cleared up since then because of my friend's "secret" treatment. ^_^V

I'm so happy! No school!! *cheers and does happy dance* I'm off today, the day before (Thursday), and Monday. ^_^V Woo hoo, no work. I landed a 94 on my report card for my Algebra class and I scored a 99 on the first semester exams. VT_TV My report card is supposed to be sent out on the 14th. *dies from excitement* =]
I know it's late, but nooo for ep. 33. =[[ No more Team Gai awesomeness. I prefer Hinata with her short hair but yeah. And Sai's so.... White. o_o Can't wait to see Ino. =]


P.S. I've been getting back in to the Backstreet Boys mood. ^_^

Which Positive Quality Are You? Your Result: Friendship You are Friendship. Friends are those who can be counted upon in times of need. Friends are those who share in your joys and your sorrows. Friendship unites us with others beyond family and brings happiness and comfort to our lives. "Friendship is a single soul dwelling in two bodies."
Love
Charity
Courage
Peace
Faith
Which Positive Quality Are You?

stole it from: shikyo_yaiba. XDD 

Yay!! Today's mischief night!! =]]] I won't be going out tonight, just in case people are throwing eggs with out looking. ^_^V And good news! I scored the highest grade on my English exam in my English Honors class. Wooo!! ^_~ It was a 97. *dances* And tomorrow I'm going to trick or treat with my bff Dylan. ^_^ Even though I'm not dressing up. Loll. She's going to a punk, pink wig that was meant for her Sakura costume and clothes. Yeah. =]] There was a haunted hall way thing going on at my high school, but I didn't feel like going and paying the $5 ticket thingy. =/ Anyways, can't wait till tomorrow! Any one dressing up??

...and as what?

Ugh. Exams start tomorrow. T_T I have my english one tomorrow on Greek mythology and then on Monday I have Spanish and History. Hm.. I forgot about the rest though. XD Yeah... I should find out. I'm so nervous. T_T I'm afraid I'll bomb on my essays. I downloaded Stepmania recently for the heck of it. ^_^ And I'm getting a hair cut next Wednesday. ^_^V Woo hoo. =]] I'll post pictures of that too. I was going to dress up for Halloween but didn't feel like paying for the costume that didn't look that hot on me. So I said screw it. Most I'll do is... Nothing. XP Or if anything, I'll wear orange... Which is only one tank top... I'll figure out something. =]]


Gah I'm sooo scared for my Spanish exam. o_o We have to write a paragraph on something in espanol. =[ Well anyways, wish me luck!!!  =]

For ze October theme going on in ten_squared.
Theme = Dress Up


Gahh! Gym running test tomorrow. T_T

Ugh! I hate you school!! You're making me bite my finger nails again!! T_T I stopped for the WHOLE summer but then I end up biting them again once the new year starts. T_T Wahh! And here are my scores so far for my gym test:

Sit Ups: 53 in 2 minutes (83)
Push Ups: 57 Modified (97)
1 Mile Run: 10:02 Minutes
25 Min Run: ???

GAHHH!! I hate all of them except for the push ups. =[[[ I feel so out of shape. *starts running around room*

1) Full name?
Cindy Yin Eng (yes, short as hell)

2) Male/Female?
Oh you know I'm a male with a female's name. =p

3) Were you named after anyone?
Supposedly my uncle's crush at work. But my dad says something else. -_-;

4) Does your name mean anything?
Cindy - The epithet of the moon goddess and pet name for Cynthia

5) Nickname(s)?
Eng, eggo, asian. XD

6) What do you think you look like?
Without all the pimples, I think I look cute, with it all a discombobulated asian. -_-

7) Date of birth?
September 28, 2007 1993 (my bad)

8) Place of birth and current location?
Place of birth: Palisades, New Jersey
Current location: North Bergen, New Jersey

9) Nationality?
Chinese

10) Astrology sign?
Libra. XDD

11) Chinese Zodiac sign?
Rooster. =]

12) Religion?
Agnostic

13) What's your favourite smell?
Coconut milk or vanilla with something soothing

14) Political position?
I think Democrats

15) What do you prefer to drink the morning?
Tea, water

16) Hair + eye colour?
Brown, some think black, with a few red pieces and chocolate brown. XD

17) Do you look like anyone famous?
Friend said Lucy Liu but I think she only said it because I was asian. -_-

18) What do you look like?
People say my mother mostly

19) Any unusual talents?
I can't sing. Not really unusual but... shut up!

20) Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?
Righty.

21) Gay, straight, or bi.
Straight

22) What do you do for a living?
Read fanfiction XD

23) What do you do for fun?
Fix cars, read, write, research

24) What are your favourite art materials to work with?
A pencil, that thing that blends the pencil markings, and my head.

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?
Idk.

26) Have you met your grandparents?
Yes

27) Boyfriend/girlfriend?
No.

28) Crush?
Yes... Unfortunately. -_-

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?
Probably Orlando Bloom or Nick Jonas (who is MUCHHHHH closer to my age) XD

30) Current worries?
Failing my gym test. T_T

31) Favourite online guys/girls?
silverxdragon , nebulasan , rebecca, and rellie. XD

32)Favourite place to be?
Room, or kitchen. T_T

33) Least favourite place to be?
School

34) Do you burn or tan?
Tan

35) Ever break a bone?
No

36) What is your favourite cereal?
Honey Comb, Eggo thingy, Lucky Charms

37) Person you cry with?
I don't really like crying in front of people. =\ Because it's like a mood swing to me, I like to forget my cry baby moments.

38) Any sisters?
1

39) Any brothers?
1

40) Any pets?
Died. =[

41) An illness?
Nope

42) A pager?
No.

43) A personal phone line?
No.

44) A cell phone?
No

45) A visible birthmark?
Knee, cheek, and toe. Oh yeah, and the thigh too

46) A pool or hot tub?
I can not swim so, hot tub. XD

47) A car?
No

48) Personality?
I'm shy kinda when I first meet people unless I'm surrounded by people I know or I'm close with. I'm tom boyish I guess, I do things girls wouldn't normally do. I don't really PMS but I get mood swings where I'm bitchy but then I cry off the frustration before I'm better. I talk to my conscious. XD I hate to admit, but I like the spot light, but I won't shove some one to be in it. I'll be there for friends and stuff, and ff.net turned me into a romantic. =] Oh yeah, I beat up boys. Loll.

49) Driving?
According to my sister's boy friend, I'm not too bad, because he was resting his eyes behind the wheel and told me to drive. -_-; Thank god we were in traffic.

50) Your clothing style?
Jeans, sweats, t-shirts (loose, and nothing clingy), boy sweaters, loose sweaters, shorts, skirts, sneakers, anything comfortable and won't get in my way when I'm trying to beat up some one or chase after them.

51) Room?
Small as hell with baby blue walls and blue carpet.

52) What's missing?
In what?

53) School?
North Bergen High School

54) Bed?
Is a bunk bed.

55) Relationship with your parents?
It's alright.

56) Do you believe in love at first sight?
I'm not sure.

57) Consider yourself a good listener?
I guess, I try to listen but if it's boring and isn't something I need to pay all my attention to, I won't listen all that much.

58) Have a future dream you would like to share?
Become a stock broker or female mechanic, and have a picture perfect family (but that's probably not possible)

59) Get along with your parents?
Sometimes

60) Save your email conversations?
Depends on what it is

61) Pray?
I'm not a religious person.

62) Believe in reincarnation?
I don't know.

63) Brush your teeth twice a day?
Yes

64) Like to talk on the phone?
Yes. Loll. I talk too much on the phone actually. =p

65) Like to eat?
Yes

66) Like to exercise?
Yeah, but I'm a little lazy.

67) Like to watch sports?
Tennis and that's it. I just watch, I don't really know what they're doing or what's going on when someone yells out "FAULT!"

68) Sing in the car?
I stopped after my brother hit me on the head.

69) What is a dream you have all the time?
Don't remember them.

70) Dream in colour?
I think so.

71) Do you have nightmares?
Yea.

72) Sleep with a stuffed animal?
Yes, and I call him Skipper. =pp

73) What's right next to you?
Phone and cup of tea.

74) What's on your favourite mug?
Winnie the Pooh. Loll.

75) What's on your mousepad?
Charlie Brown. XD

76) Your favourite flavour of gum?
Anything fruity. XD

77) Your brand of deodorant?
Anything.

78) Your dream honeymoon spot?
Paris I guess.

79) Your dream husband/wife?
Hm... A guy that is athletic and would understand me, won't ignore me for sports. Sweet, funny, tough guy, some one I could be around and not care what I do (such as burp or pass gas, lmao). Would stand up for me, is passionate and romantic (nothing too serious like serenading).

80) What's hiding in your closet?
Clothes and shoes.

81) Under your bed?
Boxes

82) The name of your closest/best friends?
Dylan, Andres, Amanda, and Andreina

83) Your bad time of the day?
I don't know. Probably interrupting a nap of mine.

84) Your worst fear(s)?
Being alone.

85) What's the weather like?
A little chilly but warm

86) Your favourite time of year?
Spring

87) Your favourite holiday?
Christmas

88) A material weakness?
Um... books on car care or something of my interests. Oh yeah and clothes maybe.

89) The weirdest food or drink you like?
Um... Eggplant. XD

90) The hardest thing about growing up?
People not being able to adjust your changes in personality.

91) A pet peeve?
Um.... I don't really know... Oh! My brother not flushing the toilet. That's just gross. -_-;

92) Scariest moment?
Um... Idk.

93) Your attitude about love?
It's unpredictable and you can't really control who you love. =\ I want to love someone special!

94) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex.
Became loud, annoying, obnoxious, and kept looking his way. -_-; Kill me now please.

95) The worst feeling in the world?
Losing something you just began to appreciate

96) The best feeling in the world?
Being in love

97) Who sent this to you?
I stole it from silverxdragon

98) Tag 5 people.
Alrighty then!

1) My husband (not literally)
2) My son (not literally my son)
3) Parents
4) Fellow Asians
5) Annndd my siblings

I don't know why it's all striked out. -_-;

I come with pics!! XD

( Soooo... )

I'm also starting to get used to high school and I'm enjoying it more. =] Oh yeah, if no one knows, I'm the Asian one in the pictures. ^_^V Soooo nervous for my gym test for the rest of the week. =[ I have to run as many laps as possible in 25 mins (8 laps to pass), then do as many sit ups in 2 mins, and run a mile (5 laps) as fast as I can (has to be under 12 mins). I did 8 laps for the running, 54 sit ups (which got me mad at how little I did), and I got 10:00 mins for the last thing. I think I'm running tomorrow. =\ They give you straws to keep track of how many laps we did.

Erm... Yeah just fill this out and blah blah.




1. Do you have a tattoo?
2. How old are you?
3. Are you single or taken?
4. Fish?
5. Do you dream in color?
6. Ever seen a corpse?
7. Hipsters or Hillbillies?
8. How did we meet?
9. What's your philosophy on life and death?
10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be?
11. Do you trust the police?
12. Do you like musicals?
13. What is your fondest memory of me?
14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be?
15. Would you cheat?
16. What are you wearing?
17. Have you ever peed in a pool?
18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to?
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
20. Which do you prefer - short or long hair?
21. What's your favorite day of the week?
22. What's your favorite color?
23. If you could bring back anyone that has passed, who would it be?
24. Tell me one interesting/odd fact about you?
25. What was your first impression of me?
26. Have you ever done drugs?
27. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Gahhhhhh!!! Freshmen year sucks. T_T Well, as of now at least. =\ This girl used me and ditches me at lunch as soon as she finds someone else to hang out with. And she calls these people fake or starts criticizing them, and then tells my best friend, Juan, that I act like a freshmen when she only told me I looked like one... I HATE YOUUUUU!!! Ahem. *clears throat* I was in a rush and I saw a girl I saw in my English Honors class and asked her if she had 5th period lunch and she said yeah so she let me eat lunch with her. She has only guy friends that are only sophomores. o_O Wow... But yeah, it was fun there. She said to go that table on Monday, since she's always there. So I'll probably eat lunch with her... Though I feel out of the loop at the moment. =\ And I got detention for being late for homeroom... Woo hoo. *waves white flag* I'm so stupid for forgetting I have homeroom right after second period!!! Grr... I also have to run outside everyday for gym until it's 40 degrees out. -_-; I have a running exam sometime and they're preparing us for it. But I have a bad knee and it hurts when I run/walk a lot. Damn...

Goshers, I'm going to High School in eight days!! I'm so nervous! I'm going to become a freshy, so yay!! =] Let's see.... I'm going to English Honors, which I'm proud and happy of. ^_^V I also plan on getting into all honor classes, so hopefully I'll be able to. =\ I have to get a 95 average in each class in order to get into the honor class. So hopefully I'll be able to pull it off. I didn't get my schedule yet, but that's probably because I didn't check my mail yet. ^_~ So I'll check tomorrow and whatnot. =p I've got freshmen orientation on September 4th and I'm so excited because my b-day's on Sept. 28. I love being youngest of my class (usually). And hopefully all of my pimples/blemishes and bug bites will go away by then. I seriously hate pimples with a passion, but who doesn't? I've never seen a girl hoping for pimples. =] But all my pimples will probably come back as soon as school starts, due to stress. Although my sister claims that it's puberty... I don't know though... I'm suppose to be turning 14 in a few weeks. -_-; But whatever I'll go complain to one of my friends about them. XD

Gahhh!! I can't find my notebooks and school's suppose to start soon!! T_T They were five star's too... And five stars are noooottt cheap. =[ I can't remember where I put them... Crap... Now I have to look for them. *sigh*

GAH OMG! IT'S BEEN REVEALED IN CHAPTER 367!



I feel like reading fan fiction on the Yondaime right now.... Hahah. And I can't wait to see the next chapter.... Kishi-chan's got me on my toes. XD

September:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

Yes, most of the things are true. And I feel like a bitch for the likes to criticize. ;_; But yeah, that was fun. =] And I got it from silverxdragon's profile. =]


- Pick your birth month.
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
- Bold the five - 3000000 that best apply to you.
- Copy to your own journal, with all the twelve months under a lj-cut.
- Tag twelve people from your friends list.

Gah, Bobs is having a shoe sale!! Woohoo! ^_^V I'm sorry, but I'm just in a need of a new pair of shoes, I usually only buy a pair a year since shoes these days are like whoa. I'm sorry, call me cheap I don't care, but I am not paying 55 dollars for a pair of Skechers. =p But anyways, any one who lives in Jersey, Bobs is having a shoe sale this whole week for 20 percent off all Skechers shoes. XD Yay! ^_^ My dad's taking me... It's weird, shopping with my dad.. Because he'll just stand there and wait for me to finish.

And I'm in the mood for a boyfriend. -_-; I don't know why, but reading all of those awesome Tenji romance stories are bugging me and I wanna feel loved! Loll. Am I the only one that gets that feeling? I've been after this guy, for two years, almost three. =[ And I can't help it. I think it's just a silly crush because I don't know much about him. Plus my friends freak out at how normal and calm I act around boys I like or guys in general. And yes, ever since fanfiction dot net, I've become a hopeless romantic. Which was back in 2003. Loll. ^_^;

Anyone know a cure for this? Two years for a guy is a bit too much... Especially since he doesn't like me and he knows I like him. -__-;